TOOT!!!!!!

2008-09-04T00:48:00.000-07:00

OI....hello...ok...i never post for like...i dunno...half a year? hahaha.so yea...those hu say my blog is dead....ITS NOT....im trying to revive it now so pls be more co-operative...ok...lets see..i got a psp..its black...n its ONE SEXY THING....man i dun even noe how the hell my father decided to actually buy me one...cuz i was like at the IT show so yea...it was like super cheap can...anyways....i've been rather ticked off the past month....some stupid guy...anyway...ok...IM LIKE GONNA BE RETAINED....it freaking sux la...hello...sec 3 is like SHIT they chuck homework to you tat seems like alien language n expect you to like wat...finish it by the next day? hello? im not tat smart u noe...pissed offed la...but im mugging now...i dun wanna get retained...den some idiots will look down on me....walau...its irritating, frustrating and at the same time im not really having a good time now...so it makes it all the more worse...i hate it...its like whateva shit i do...they arent happy....man...i..am...pissed...ok tats enuff for one day....GOODBYE CRUEL WORLD...joking....

i dont want to be famous...i jus want to kick ur pathetic ass....

2008-04-01T05:09:00.001-07:00

WALAU LOR.....sorry hor...never post for so long..but anyway hu wld read my blog... HAHAHAHAHA...ok enuff lameness...
its like hell now in sec 3 lor...walau...everything sux lor...somemore that LOUISE har go sabo me...now i become social studies rep. shit lor...stupid man...ok anyway..maths is like crazy...n A math is impossible...really hor..i dunno how come those ppl can like get 80+ for A math....nuts lor...anyway my class is like super funny lor....haha.but theres like one person that like spoils it...shit her man...anyway...i feel so tired doing so many homework and thinking of so many stuff in one day...ok enuff...

whent the rich wage war, its the poor who die....

2007-12-02T23:00:00.000-08:00

hey all....crazy week doing christmas shopping...i jus found out tat shindong CAN sing...like e host was asking super junior to show their hidden talents...den they all were like [shindong sing!]..he was like fine...n started singing a slow song..n it was like perfect pitch....haha...den the host was like...O.O"....[gosh shindong,since when did u started to practice singing?]...shindong was like[i dun practice singing..cuz i CAN sing]...again full of crap....den heechul said..[well i kept trying to ask him to sing during some of our slow songs,but they wldnt let him]...haha shindong said[cuz im like e odd 1 out in e grp n i dun look like i can sing so im normally dancing, rapping or jus goofing around so they din want to spoil tat 'image' i already hav]...sungmin[u hav a image?]....hahas...but its like super funny to realise tat shindong can sing...n he himself said tat when he was put into super junior he knew he wld not hav the chance to sing...but they kept forcing him to sing when they went on shows...tats how they knew he cld sing...haha...but i think if he sang some love song...i wld burst out laughing jus by looking at his face...its like seeing him being the craziest n funniest in the group its like weird jus to see him sing some sad love song...but anyways..im having my violin exam in a few days time...im starting to get nervous...but i hope i pass well...

the world is mine...

2007-11-28T18:44:00.000-08:00

k now i jus need to say a few things.....

1)im bored at home
2)im in 3M next year
3)i wanna go crazy n play but cant
4)im going crazy watching e 1st season of heroes when season 2 has premiered
5)i wanna watch sweeney todd next year but i think e ratings gonna b r21 or smthn
6)i jus wanna write something at 6 so hahaha....

k BYE...

heroes season 2 episode 10.....HIRO vs PETER.....

2007-11-22T21:52:00.000-08:00

k guys...get a load of this...my dad jus bought an xbox360 elite..i mean WAT THE HELL? i tot he wld only buy it like mayb when xbox360 part 2 comes out...crazy!! n i finally got to play halo 3...which KICKS ASS if u din noe....but its still quite new so the graphics r jus AWESOME...anyway im preparing for my violin exam so im practicing quite hard now..but its like the adults are so paranoid n they keep enphasizing tat if i fail i hav to take it again...im not nervous at all n there they are fretting over if i practice for 2 hours or 1 hour n 59 mins...but anyway its actually like an annual thing tat i hav this violin exam thingy...taking grade 7 this year....i actually wanted to like take grade 8 instead of 7 but i decided to like take 7 first den spend lots of time on grade 8...so wish me luck...im having the exam on december 7th....sigh..its quite a bore now even jus looking at the violin...so i guess i jus gotta treat it like im playing the drums...hahaha....

shitzes.....dang.....

2007-11-12T21:58:00.000-08:00

watched HEROES last nite at 10pm...woah...damn shiok man...but too bad its like only showing on mondays i think...anyway..later on i hav to like go all the way to paragon to hav practice for my stupid violin exam...so irritating...they tell me everyday to practice violin...its super irritating lor..i know i hav to practice but no need to tell me everytime u see me rite...sheesh...anyway recently im really getting very bored at home...i duno wat the hell to do....but anyways....im waiting for my bro to finish his sch den my dad wld buy a xbox 360...then i wld be able to hone my skills in halo 3....no more boredom...........i gotta go paragon...bye.....

i wanna go boldly where no man has gone...

2007-11-08T22:46:00.000-08:00

BORED..

its like so boring nowadays at home..i dunno wat to do other than watching tv...surfing the net...watching tv...practising some instrument....watching tv...eating like some glutton....watching tv.....sleeping like a pig....watching tv..haha i guess tats all...its all so boring...wells i recently am trying to pack my room...note the word TRYING...but anyway..i really wan a PSP or DS..but i cant make up my mind...but anyway my parents will never buy me 1 unless money drops down from the skies or they suddenly strike 4D or somthn...i mean wat the hell is wrong wif buying me a freaking portable thing 4 me to play wif...its like i noe tat its a want not a need...but walau..if u go walk on the roads u see evryone wif one...ok..eunff wif the talk...those ppl keep saying tat if they buy me a PSP they cant buy an xbox 360...its not like u can bring ur money wif u when u die rite? so wats wrong wif spending it...n wats more its U hu wans the xbox 360..not me...har har but i do wan the xbox 360 cuz i wanna play HALO 3 which is like SUPER cool...ok all these complaints aside....i wan my SUPER JUNIOR 2ND ALBUM!!!! its like super nice...but anyway...im going to watch my vcd now...so byes!!

when will i see myself standing on that stage where i belong...how much longer nus i wait....i waited for my whole life n now....im still stuck here....

2007-11-06T19:44:00.000-08:00

i recently started watching 星光大道..which is a singing competition in taiwan..even though ive heard of the winner n how good or hot he is..i hav been trying to tell which 1 of the now mayb top ?10? is the winner...well i know tat Yoga is the eventual winner but from the competition stage which is now..i dun see how on earth he became the winner..not to critisize the contestants..but really..the 1st time i watched 星光大道 was the 1 when they pulled a prank on Aska..i think..tat episode was the 1st ever time i saw 4 myself the 'stars of tmr' or wateva..it wasnt tat 'starry'..mayb cuz i go 4 the talent n voice n not for those pretty faces or 'nifty' dance moves...the contestant tat left the deepest impression on me was e 1 tat mayb most of u dun realise..i think he can sing like WOW..n mayb if he wasnt tat nervous during the competitions..he would well b the deserved winner..yep im talking about Charks..which is 安伯政..when i 1st saw his face i was like...wth is a backstage crew in the competition..he really looked like a lost sheep admist e bunch of 'show-offs'..but i think his voice n character makes him a star...a star tat will not fade in the time to come..not sure bout the rest though..his voice was like so touching i ALMOST broke e rule i laid 4 myself which was not to ever cry..apart from the long preaching..i think he shld not hav been eliminated..but i think he really was very nervous n i thought he was going to faint anytime..but i think he was the best n e contestant tat stood out the most..for those hu r fans of Yoga,Judy n Aska..they CAN sing but they dun catch my attention..i hav very high hopes whenever i watch this kind of singing competitions i dunno why..Yoga..he definitely can sing..anyone can sing like him unless they r dumb..but his voice isnt unique..if i close my eyes n listen to their 1st song 因为我相信 i cldnt even tell which was his voice..its the same compared to most of the other contestants..as for Judy..wat can i say..other than him dancing n singiging DBSK's Hug..i dun think i rmb seeing him in any other parts of the competition..he CAN sing n dance..but only medicore..especially when he danced this Rain move on some variety show..omg..wtf..i was like totally disgusted..okok.mayb u ppl like him cuz he can 'dance' n he looks 'hot' or wateva..please..gosh..n Aska..tat 'show-off' on every variety show he goes on..only 1 word to say...boastful...when he commented tat he wanted higher pay or wateva crap..its like e ah meng in our singapore zoo asking to be given a private jet to fly to see the world...i was like closing my ears n shouting at the top of my voice "wth? wth? wth?" when he sang 曹格's 背叛...wtf??..i think my ears was like numb 4 a few days..but they keep harping on how famous he is n blah blah blah..please..little kids do not love those ppl for no reason..seriously speaking Aska looks like ah meng..no offence but wats wif e funny fringe n weird clothes..but now wif his new haistyle..watse of time..but at least he look a weeee bit better..after all these commenting..i think u hate me now but i gotta say this 1 last sentence...安伯政 u rock....

when i look upon the sky...i see the sadness in ur eyes...i try my very best...to save u from ur fears....when i see ur bitter face...i see tat loneliness inside...i'll fly on my wings....n save u from tat crazy world....jus trust me..n put ur hand in mine...n i'll take to to a world..without all these suffering n pain...to a world tat belongs to me n you....soar....

2007-11-01T02:14:00.000-07:00

its like now i really like this korean boy-band named SUPER JUNIOR i dunno why but i jus found like their pics on yahoo den they look so cute....i mean they can sing,DJ,act and they can dance like no one business...they r like super funny n full of crap..especially SHINDONG well hes like the fattest in super junior so naturally hes not tat famous compared to the others..but i think hes like very diff n i think he can dance SUPER nice..especially hes robot dance..hes funny n he makes ppl laugh at him cuz he is really full of crap...n the thing is tat he can rap real good...well even though he isnt the same as the other super junior members..but i he still has the talent to be in super junior..cuz he has the talent, humour, moves and he sure looks cute...heres a pic if u dun mind ur eyes being blind(AS SAID BY LOUISE)

2007-10-08T00:56:00.000-07:00

heys..long time no blog...its exam week har..haha...its busy but im kinda tired....had headache 4 the past few days...my ears hurt..haha...shindong rules yea...although hes plump but hes cute in hes own way..dun understand how come u guys always look down on him..recently i read on his personal website..there has been lots of arguments to why hes in super junior..but i think he has all the talent to be in suju...he can dance like noone's business...hes SUPER funny...he can act...he creates tat atmosphere in the group..n of all the members.i think he is the one tat is on good terms wif all of the others..he can get along wif everyone n anyone...so hes cute.....even though he is iff from the rest...he still can make ppl laugh...aiya......HECK wif those ppl lah..its depressing when everyday i have to face u...
i noe u care..but cant u tell its hard for me not to act like nothing happened...cant u tell that im falling for u...even though i noe its to early...but i cant help it i noe u feel something too....dun worri..i'll walk this path of no return wif u..hand in hand..we cant be wrong cuz i can feel it......even if u r not willing....i'll wait..until u see the light...but for now....i'll wait.....................

2007-09-14T01:19:00.000-07:00

LINKIN PARK ROCKS THE SOCKS OUTTA ME!!!!!WAT THE F***!!!!
LINKIN PARK IS SOOOOO THE FREAKING COOL...
mike shinoda...chester bennington...brad delson..
dave "phoenix" farrell...rob bourdon...joe hahn...
i love mr hahn...wohoo...DJ..damn freaking pro...shindong is so cute..

2007-09-13T00:06:00.000-07:00

heys...so bored...but gotta keep tis blog alive haha...shindong so cute...but i hope they show HEROES on channel 5 after the exams and at a good timing so i can watch it....wohoo...hiro so cute...but sad tat season 2 will only come next year....
heres a song that can sum up my feeling now...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kXYiU_JCYtU&NR=1

2007-09-06T21:31:00.001-07:00

someone told me tat to be successful...u had to be daring to do stuff tat other ppl didnt dare
do....but if u decide to walk down this path of no return....u had to hav the guts,wits,brains
n talents....i often dreamed weird dreams of success...had lofty aspirations tat was almost
impossible for a kid like me...but when the time comes....im sure tat kid wld be up to that
challenge...to be successful.....means 2 put down ur shame in life.....n carry heavy burdens tat wld be ur stepping stones in life....when tat time comes...God will definitely help me....i noe......cuz u are always there for me....watching over me.......thank u
daddy God......thank u frm the bottom of my heart.....

year 2500.......earth is covered in darkness.......many run in fear...but i'll stay....i'll fight...
i'll fight 4 the future i believe in.....with love,justice and courage....i'll protect the earth....

2007-09-05T02:32:00.000-07:00

sometimes u jus feel like packing ur bags n running to somewhere nobody noes..so tat u can do
wat u wan n wat u like...jus living ur own life without any1 nagging behind ur bac telling u wat 2 do..
u noe ppl....i really really wanna live by myself..drop out of sch..pick up driving..rite now..i wanna
live my own life..away frm those ppl at home hu think they noe everythin bout u..i really hate tat life man....i wanna bring entertainment 2 ppl around me....i dun wanna b caged up in a hse tat i dun even feel attached to..a hse where i cant do all these stuff i wanna do..i really hav no idea wat the hell God wans me to be....im so fed up stuck in tat freaking hse..they jus think im not perfect enuff..they complain bout my grades..my studies..everything i do is a wrong step for them..all those high expectations vanished
rite in front of their faces..they think being in the entertainment business has no future..U PPL ARE SOOO
WRONG MAN..so wat if u onli earn peanuts acting..so wat if theres no future in singing ur guts out for ppl..i dun give a damn ppl..i jus wanna do wat i like n wat im born for..so jus accept the fact tat i dun wanna b a doctor or a lawyer or some businessman..im pretty sure u wun b happy but im jus sorry...soryy tat i cant b wat u wanted me to be...sorry 4 turning out a gd-4-nothin rather than a rich doctor..i jus wan u 2 noe tat i tried..but im sorry i jus cant b hu u wanted me 2 b..i wanna b an entertainer..im DEFINITELY not perfect.but at least ive still got some sense of humour..im sorry..

simple plan.. perfect
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5etnQe_5TVw&NR=1

2007-09-03T00:54:00.000-07:00

people tend to look at the past..its our natural instinct..but when the past is too dark and heavy for us to bear..we should look forward..to where our future lies..to be able to put the past behind and focus on what comes ahead is a great challange..the past are only memories which we love to keep close to us..but the future is where our paths will lead us to and what will we be facing..when the time comes for us to put the past behind us..we have to face it strongly..for the sake of ourselves and our loved ones around us.to face an unknown future..it may be hard..but only by doing tat..will we be able to face the dawn of a new future..and the light of a new beginning..

HEROES SEASON TWO..NEW SEASON...NEW STORIES..premieres next year in singapore.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q4bg2E85w6I
a video tat sums up a new story on HEROES..season 1 is over..but season 2 promises more.
there is a geek in everyone of us that yearns to be able to be a hero..this show makes our dreams come true and take flight.........HEROES season 2..are u still in the past or are u facing
a whole new beginning...

2007-08-31T00:45:00.000-07:00

heyhey ppl its TEACHERS DAY!!
i jus wanna dedicate this video to the secondary teachers from methodist girls school for all their effort in teaching us and nurturing us in our studies and in life....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6O-yohHK25g&mode=related&search=

hope u dun mind the pics on the soldiers, its actually for the soldiers in iraq so
they have pics on the soldiers.its sung by Taylor Hicks.name is Do I Make U Proud
but i feel its wonderful for a video dedicated to the teachers from the students.
but of course we DEFINITELY make u proud :]

2007-08-15T22:46:00.000-07:00

hello ppl....elearning days are here...but no matter what....SHINDONG RULES!!!!!!!haha joking...
but i wanna say something.....
no matter what happens in ur life that may pull u down or discourage u...u can always count on ur frens...be it frens that have been with u for ur whole life...or frens that u jus got to know....if they are ur real frens...they will be there when u feel lost and weary...they will be there when u are happy and they will definitely be there when u feel like giving up...so all u frens out there...thank you....
frens are the best things in this world u can ever have....God too

2007-08-08T01:09:00.000-07:00

shindong!!!!!!!hes cute in his own way
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A2kkk-_Umew&NR=1
clip on shindong and kangin playing a game.shindong gets pushed around haha n hes wearing some funny suit which looks like a potato..anyways i dun exactly noe wth it is.but cute.

tis video is dedicated to MY LOVE hu has always been there 4 me...
u really brighten up my days n make me laugh like mad...i wanna thank u...my love...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qkpfss640tg&mode=related&search
Westlife: My love

thank u for being there when i need u.............u hold a special place in my heart n i'll always be there for u..........no matter wat happens.....

2007-08-05T03:43:00.000-07:00

tired.................
but had a fufilling weekend............
shindong is so cute i really feel like pinching his cheeks
snape died..................mourning.............
HIRO IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-08-01T04:57:00.000-07:00

heyheys
check out my new blog......http://superjuniortrot.blogspot.com

shindong is so cute i want to jus squeeze his cheeks

2007-07-30T02:19:00.000-07:00

shindong rules...................
snape rules...................
hiro rules.....................
they all rule...............
if u dun like it den jus ........shut up.............

pissed.................

2007-07-23T03:53:00.000-07:00

snape tribute
u gave ur life 2 save everyone....u were willing to die because of what u beleived in....u did not mind what other people said....u put up with the humiliation u were given....u tried to protect the woman u loved...but u failed.....the pain in ur heart was overwhelming...u fought hard to keep composure...u decide to seek revenge for the woman u loved....u risked ur life to protect the son of the woman...he did not see ur kindess....n offered u hatred....u did not give up..u were forced to kill the one man who trusted u...u were forced to do something u did not want to do...u went bac to the very person who killed her....u fought hard to save her son...but u died for the very boy who hated u...u did not give up until the end...he saw ur efforts n realised his mistake..although u perished..ur spirit will live forever in our hearts..because.................u are the bravest man i have ever met...............u sacrificed....so that he could end all this...u sacrificed for all of us.........................u are our tragic hero...........................

song The Unforgiven by Metallica
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LIk3_xb091A&mode=related&search

2007-07-18T05:29:00.000-07:00

sian...........................................................................

sorry if i made u upset.....
sorry if i let u down........
sorry if i teased u too much.......
sorry if i said things tat hurt u..........

im sooooooooooo sorry....frens foreva.....pls dun give me e cold shoulder........i cant live without u.......i noe its impossible......but u make my days so happy.......i dunno wat to do without u...............

2007-07-13T00:28:00.000-07:00

a rose would be perfect.....if not for those thorns.......
tis is a funny video of harry potter n severus snape acting like gays song by lion king ppl song is can u feel the love tonite...
http://youtube.com/watch?v=EnSIy-0d10E

why cant i b a bird...a bird wif no legs..so i can spend all my time in e air..soaring thru e skies..doing wat i like..not having any pressure..pressure which is making me so depressed...n when i stop flying..tats when my time has come..i shall fall down frm e sky..without any worries n pressure...jus fall down...wif no worries..

2007-07-07T05:18:00.000-07:00

'why do you keep failing your tests?'
'why you dont know how to do this?'
'why you not studying?'
'why you never study hard enough?'
'you got so much time to play com n watch tv..how come your studies so lousy?'

just face the freaking fact....i cant study....i dun like to study.i cant be bothered to study....

why do u love to force me to do things i dun wanna do?
why dun u jus let me live my own life?
why dun u mind your own business n stop poking ur nose into my problems?
why dun u jus give up on me?
why dun u try being me?

why do u ppl ask so STUPID questions im jus so sick of it i think i might jus explode now....
do u noe how pain my heart is?
have u ever tried to understand me?
do u onli believe what other ppl say about me?
why dun u jus try to be me?
why dun u jus embrace me in ur arms?

u dunno how i feel cuz u are not me....

2007-07-05T23:13:00.000-07:00

blank...........blank..............blank................blank...............
mind's blank........................................................................
heres a url to watch a cute little gurl lipsynch a song..........cute......with some members of super junior in the mv....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GKr6eDhIT5g&mode=related&search

why mus u look at me like tat? do u noe my heart hurts inside? my heart no longer feels emotions....it's dying....

harry potter an the order of the pheonix opens 12th july if im not wrong..trailer here
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tU0F-fcOF4w&mode=related&search

enjoy.....snape rocks......

2007-06-20T05:17:00.000-07:00

happy bdae Eunice!!!!

heyo...im posting a short post here 4 my good fren..hu's bdae jus passed...sory i kind of 4got ur bdae...hehee..so 2 Eunice...heres a short video tat i feel wld express our frenship.....it's a video bout..guess wat..Hiro..ok it may seem really pissing tat theres lots of videos on him on my blog but..i think Eunice is a very special person..jus like Hiro..haha..ok enjoy 1st......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jj0un4GOatA

heres a short 'tribute' 2 Eunice...

when u feel sad.......................i can lend u a shoulder 2 cry on

when u feel down........................i can lend u my ears

when u feel happy..........................i can celebrate wif u

when u feel like giving up...............................i can help u up

when u feel like goin out 2 jus chill.....................................i can hang out wif u

when u jus feel crappy...................................let me b crappy wif u

when u dun feel anything.........................................let me bring colour 2 ur life

sounds like a romantic proposal..but pls not every proposal is like tis...so Eunice Lian...u r a special fren tat i really enjoy ur presence.......so my our frenship last forever.............

YATTA!!!!!!

2007-06-17T19:03:00.000-07:00

y cant time stop at tis moment..y cant tis thing happen..y cant.........
again im here 2 post somemore youtube stuff..most of them HEROES....pls enjoy.....

tis 1 is episode 20(i think) 5 yrs into e future..song by Thrice,Music Box..5 yrs gone..very interesting..check out all their cool changes..Hiro looks like a ninja n Peter has a scar..claire isnt blonde n matt is..still e same..mohinder is more beardy..wif specs..sylar....still as bad as ever..*future Hiro dies in tis video*killed by Matt..sniff..no talking here..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6R2EA87H2R8

tis 1 is e talking version of e 5 yrs gone thingy..part 1 n part 2..now i think u shld understand wats going on...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IyzIqynkhms&NR=1 (part1)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gIhuz4oE_RY&mode=related&search (part2)

tis 1 is sssuuupppeeeerrrr funny...song called F.U.N sang by spongebob squarepants...haha..again using scenes frm HEROES..rolled off my chair laughing while watching tis...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VXPEGrEf1XE&NR=1

tis 1 is diff. now its not bout HEROES..tis 1 is an mv 4 GOONG T(e show bout princes den cry there cry here..wan 2 marry dun wan 2 marry...tis version is e super junior version) SUPER JUNIOR is a korean group made up of 13 guys hu r now e hottest things in korea..they acted GOONG T which was actually GOONG S...with guys acting as girls..but tis GOONG T is acted by a sub-grp of super junior..which e sub-grp is called super junior T consisting of 6 of e 13 grp members(LeeTeuk, Sungmin, Heechul, Kangin, EunHyuk & Shindong)...they sang e theme song 4 GOONG T..heres e theme song.lol.[: btw e song is bout singing things backwards i think..so some of e lyrics r sung backwards..Kangin is e 1 in silver,EunHyuk is e 1 in green,Heechul is e 1 in pink,Sungmin shld b e 1 in black,LeeTeuk shld b e 1 in red & Shindong is e 1 in yellow..e rapping part is real funny..EunHyuk n Shindong is e ones rapping..they r all so cute..especially Shindong...round n chubby...haha..enjoy...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0PIORuNZM54&mode=related&search

now these r e episode of GOONG T total 2 episodes..which r broken into halves..wif english subtitles...enjoy
1st episode 1/2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H4PUP8sTOY4
1st episode 2/2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KbGIYNr9cJ8&NR=1
2nd episode 1/2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_lUZBV8L0BU&NR=1
2nd episode 2/2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dHJkTQXacGw&NR=1

so lonely..all alone..but nevermind..im used to it..the days pass by like months..the weeks pass by like years..but im still here..waiting..for the right time..the right time to spread my wings and fly..fly up high like an eagle and never look back..to the days where we all hate..to the days when you were there beside me..i promised to save you......but......i failed......will you forgive me......or will you hate me......until the day we meet again......till we meet...................................................

just f*@? off..stay out of my life..mind your own business..get a life..stop following me..stop caring for me..just go away..i dun need you..i dont..

2007-06-12T01:59:00.000-07:00

heyo..went 2 watch pirates of e carribean at world's end n shrek 3..funny sia..me n kenna were running around like lunatics..haha..had a great time..wanna watch ocean's 13 n fantastic 4 rise of the silver surfer...
the sparrows fly in flocks but the eagles soar singly
being an eagle is painful n lonely,but i wld willingly be an eagle if i had a choice..at least i can soar high above the mountains n seas..without any worry...
o ya.cuz im a regular watching youtube.i found some really nice videos.really touching.i was surfing youtube in e middle of e nite n saw tis music video.felt really touched.on e verge of crying.mus see it.heres e url.its actually a tribute for Hiro.e jap teleporter in Heroes.sniff.sniff.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QQ8qbU8ULU8 song by michael bolton,Go The Distance

4 those hu wanna see a music video on Heroes..den heres another video on the whole cast of heroes.its actually a music tribute for Heroes..song by Nickelback,If Everyone Cared
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6VRpVGbxGDo&mode=related&search=

now heres another tear-jerker.its a tribute 2 Hiro n Charlie.e girl Hiro is in love wif but unfortunately dies.she can rmb anything she reads n sees(tats her power)but Hiro meets her in e present n falls in love wif her.but she dies tat day.sylar shld b e 1 tat killed her.so Hiro promises 2 save her n goes bac in time.he accidently goes bac 6 months into e past.so he tries 2 convince her tat shes going 2 die but of course 2 no avail..he has a great time wif her in e past n she finally believes him tat he can teleport.but sadly she tells him tat she has a brian tumor n has onli a few months 2 live.sniff.den they profess their love 2 each other.den they going 2 kiss den.aiya u watch la..so sad.sniff.with other scenes of Hiro oso.song by pink called Who Knew
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ySaQlnPo0u8

enjoy...

2007-05-31T22:42:00.000-07:00

u may b gone.but u will live in our hearts forever.u r in the hands of God now.goodbye.

love is
painful,cruel,selfish,unconditional,unpredictable,kind,patient,adorable,wonderful,powerful,selfless,
unipue,expensive,hurtful,youthful,old,long-lasting,short,sweet,bitter,forever,humble...

why do we fret over the word love..why cant we just live wif it...its painful..but we cant escape it..its all God's plan..

do you noe how painful it is to love you?why are you so cold-hearted?what is holding you back?why cant you love me as i love you?i gave everything..wny cant you do that?

just let me accompany you during the hard times..just let me cry with you and laugh with you..let me be with you..let me carry those burdens for you..let me pick you up when you fall..let me take care of you when you are down..let me love you the way i want to..dont refuse me..dont throw me away..look at me in the eyes..look at my heart..look at the things i have done for you..look at my love for you..do you hear me??
LAST EPISODE OF HEROES 1ST SEASON
for those hu are unfortunate like me..do not hav the opportunity to watch the last scene of HEROES..i hope this url will help..if it cant work i am sorry...HEROES is a new tv show that has blown the whole world away with its story and characters..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XFqQ3Q6mdvQ

just let me carry you in my arms and fly towards freedom...where no one can control us...where there is no sadness...only love and happiness...
1st EPISODE OF THE SECOND SEASON OF HEROES...
i also have another url for the 1st episode of the second season of heroes..which i hope everyone would enjoy..again if it doesnt work im so sorry...this episode takes us into the past..featuring Hiro and his sword with the symbol saying Godsend..watch out for what Hiro said when he saw the warriors..he actually cursed in jap..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hrLzt8Nz1BI

you saved the cheerleader so we could save the world...saving the world means sacrficing...will you let me take that step to protect those i love??

do you noe how pain my heart is when i see your face...why canti just fly away...far away...like an angel with no destination.......with broken wings....fall down....with broken wings.......

2007-05-25T20:02:00.000-07:00

jus came bac frm camp.so fun.toilets were dirty(as usual)but e campsite i felt was ok.lots of trees n jungle.trainer was cheeky chomp chomp real name.jingyuen.haha.1st day was horrible but e next few days were wonderful.2nd day went 4 waterfall trek.FUN.reached e waterfall n started raining so we were walking thru e jungle drenched n we took another route tat took us about 1 n a half hrs 2 get thru.slipped n fell but it was quite hilarious.leeches all over e place.got bitten but quite cool.den went 4 rafting which our raft mysteriously floated.3rd day went 4 water trekking n we were really all WET.there was mud all over e place.we had 4 grps going 2gether n there were 62 of us plus 4 other trainers,cheeky,tiff,rico & some person.i was e LAST in line no. 62..haha.so when they did a head count i had 2 shout 62 all e way upfront.den shout FINISH!den we turned around 2 walk 2 e summit n i was e 1ST.BUT cuz i was such a good soul.i stayed bac 2 help every1 cross over e mud n i became e 2ND last.sheesh.n when we were walking down e summit.rico fell on his butt.HAHA.den he was boasting bout how fit he was n tat he wanted 2 climb mount everest.which is oso my DREAM.den we came bac n did outdoor cooking.which my grp had 2 carry all e food..SIGH..i was carrying e heaviest.cans of baked beans n sardines.den trainers asked if i was tired i said no n they said i was scary.sheesh.so we were havin lots of fun cooking.maggi mee.den sickening rico shouted in my ear GRP 3 COME GATHER HERE!!! i was like..whoa toot..den my ear was buzzing until e next morning.we went 4 seafood lunch n we had COKE!!!praise the lord!!den rico came 2 sit at our table n we were talking bout MUSHROOMS.haha.e camp was very very very fun...i beginning 2 miss it..wanna go bac 2 trek...haha.but i dun think tat is possible..haha..anyway i had a great fun and e trainers there were really funny...haha..2H.GET READY 4 THE 4 BABOON CLAPS!!!! clap*girls..clap*diam..clap*soo hot..clap*pop quiz(wif 2 cheez!)..get ready on the 1st week of sch...hahahahahaha...soo long now...
a hero must lern his purpose den he wil be tested n called 2 greatness..hiro..

2007-05-17T06:00:00.000-07:00

-_-'' hey ppl...hows everything?camps approaching...yay..ok mayb yucks 4 many of u..tis week sux...anyway i cant wait 4 the camp...get 2 leave home...fly away...without wings...very long never post n i felt tat tis world really sux cuz if it didnt...we wld all fall off...HAHA...ok random...anyway hope every1 has a gd weekend n no worries...is anybody bringing a BIG can of insect repellent?cuz teachers said nus bring...sooo cheesy...n im gonna bring 1 tiny bottle of repellent..mayb i'll bring air-freshener..so tat if our clothes stink we can try 2 cover our smell...HAHA...n 4 every1s info..i will kick ppl, sleep talk n mayb sleep walk when im sleeping...soo BEWARE..hehee..dun worri lah i will TRY 2 refrain myself frm doing anything stupid tat will cause grevious hurt 2 any of u...=]

[a hero must learn his purpose, then he will be tested n called 2 greatness]hiro!!! yatta

2007-05-11T00:28:00.000-07:00

2007-04-29T02:51:00.000-07:00

heyy ppl!!!did u watch e chelsea vs bolton match?let me give u a report on e match
19 mins into e game,lousy defending by chelsea saw Lubomir Michalik score on his bolton debut as a defender.haha.
but 3 mins later Salomon Kalou scored wif a glancing header towards e far-post leaving jaaskelainen rooted.sucks.
worse still at 34 mins,lampard's corner kick met kalou's head(sheesh)n he went 4 goal,idan tal(midfielder)managed 2 actually head it against e cross-bar but e dropping soccer ball hit jaaskelainen's leg n ROLLED into e goal(gasp)so chelsea 2-1 bolton.
BUT 10 mins into e 2nd half a wonderful free-kick by idan tal(1 hu almost saved bolton frm e unfortunate 2nd goal by kalou)flew over all e chelsea defenders n came 2 e unmarked kevin davies hu of course made no mistake n scored bolton's 2nd goal!!tats how man u is now 5 points ahead of chelsea.all thanks 2 bolton!!YAY!!

2007-04-27T20:50:00.000-07:00

feel tired dun wanna wake up..fly away frm e world away frm e worries n burden.cant stand my family.they give me so much pressure tat i dun wanna live..they dun realise it but they r putting pressure on me..every1 of them..jus wanna vanish frm tis world anly my frens understand me...my family dun noe me...not 1 bit at all....please i wanna b free..free frm all the suffering n pain..my home is an empty shell i slepp in...sch is my home...the real home where i feel loved...the feeling is so good i jus wanna fly there now...fly with wings like an angel...fly so high nobody can see me...fly away...

i promised to save you, but i failed...i failed....(adapted frm HEROES)..YATTA..

2007-04-22T01:11:00.000-07:00

OK IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY BOUT THE PREVIOUS POST...CUZ I WAS ABIT PISSED SO I TYPED IT QUITE SMALL...ANYWAY HAV FUN TRYING TO READ MY POSTS HEHEE...my love how r you...o ya on friday we had SYF it sucked like hell...well some sch didnt quite deserved their award but we knew we did our best so those tat can red between the lines i think u noe wat i mean by didnt deserve...anyway hu cares...its jus some stupid competition...sigh...we got gold...sucks but blah...seeya....:]

wats their f***ing problem???!!! anyway cheez!!

2007-04-22T00:53:00.000-07:00

heyo!!!!!!hahahahaha...ok im mad...but hey ppl its my 2nd post!!!!!soooo proud of myself!!!!!ok cuz i sorta dunno how 2 make blogs but now im finally being able 2 say something here...ok the week was actually quite horrible except 4 sch...i luv goin 2 sch cuz all my frens all there but at home...it sucks...feel like exploding....i wanna fly...fly away and never come back...fly & soar like an eagle...sch actually rawks dunno why...but my love...i will always rmb u 4 as long as i live...muaks!! ok gross....haha....recently watching a china chow called 八大豪侠...super cool...but theres oso a funny korean show called恋爱时代soooo funny...bout tis couple tat divorced n they found out they still luv each other...haha...den the guy's bro super funny lor..he likes the ex-sister-in-law's sis...haha...btw i feel really grateful 2 my frens...love all of u...no im not lesbian.....so...... thanks!!!

^ with great power,comes great responsibility ^ adapted frm HEROES...wonderful show !!!!!YATTA!!!!! :]

2007-04-17T20:33:00.000-07:00

hello!!!!!!!!!!tis is my 1st post!!!!!!!!!!!i wan 2 thank all my frens, relatives, family, fellow classmates, teachers n all the world tat i hav tis opportunity 2 hav tis blog.....i am deeply grateful 2 every1 tat i hav tis wonderful blog....ok...i am in sch now...im havin PW wells had a good talk wif my teacher 2 clear some 'misunderstanding' feel relieved now...ok i shall post later...byebye...cruel world....

>>>why do we suffer...with great power, comes great responsibility>>>